Mga relasyong "muntik na":

Ito yung klase ng relasyon na onting-onti na lang, magiging kayo na pero may naging sagabal, kaya hindi natuloy.

Ano-ano kaya ang mga sagabal na ito?

• Yung nagmamahalan daw kayong dalawa, pero may BF/GF din siya, at mas pinili niya pa rin yung isa
• Yung nagmamahalan kayong dalawa, hindi naman sang-ayon ang magulang, ayaw mo naman magtago, kaya mas pinili mong sundin sila
• Masyadong torpe si guy, may gusto naman sana sakanya si girl
• Umayaw ang isa sainyo. In other words, sumuko
• Yung ayaw pumasok sa isang commitment kasi natatakot o kaya naman long distance kayo

Ang relasyong “muntik na” ay hindi ko nirerecommend sa mga mahihina ang loob. Kasi baka magpakamatay na lang sila bigla kapag nabigo sila. LELS. Ngunit alam naman nating walang makapagsasabi kung kelan ka makakapasok sa tulad nito, dahil ang pag-ibig, basta-basta na lamang sumusulpot. Basta-basta ka nalang matatamaan na parang ligaw na bala.

Kaya mag-ingat sa pag-ibig. Nakamamatay.

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FACTS ABOUT ME: what I hate the most

Pinaka-ayaw ko talaga sa lahat yung taong sobrang taas ng tingin sa sarili nya. Perfectionist masyado na akala mo nothing’s wrong with him/her. Then napakabilis din nilang mag-judge ng tao. Pare-pareho lang naman tayong mga tao. Bakit kailangan pa nilang maging ganun?!!

Oo , sabihin na nating matalino ka nga pero you don’t have the right to judge someone na kahit kailan di mo pa naman nakilala. You just know me by my name, by what other told you but you don’t know me personally. Hindi nyo ako kilala kaya okay.

Hindi ka maganda/gwapo tandaan mo yan. Walang kwenta yan kung ganyan ugali mo!

MCDO SA UMAGA, MCDO SA TANGHALI HANGGANG HAPON MCDO PA RIN

OO, tama kayo ng nababasa. Since I have no test today, but I still went to school para tumambay lang. I’m BORED im just at home.Sinamahan ko lang si KElvinth sa school then tumamabay sa mcdo with HERSHEY, PAULA and TEDDY.

BREAKFAST





FRIES and FLOAT lan yung akin jan pero pinagsama-sama na namin yung fries para madami. Actually that’s my breakfast kasi I didn’t this morning diretso lang sa school  agad.  Syempre ang agkatbi si Paula at Teddy. Di nami alam kung may namumuong something between the two of them pero I think may something. Siguro di lang nila alam sa sarili nila na may something nga.






ayaw namin ng ketsup noh? andami nyan mga 7 yata yan na ketsup hhihi. Di pa nga namin ubos yung Fries ubos na agad yung ketsup namin. Di naman kami ADEEK sa ketsup diba???







That’s TEDDY BEAR. haha. tawa ako ng tawa kasi parang bata lang uminom ng float may maiiwan pa sa lips. (ANO KA AY GATAS SA LABI??) LOL! :D

Then we decided o go out, dun lang sa labas ng mcdo to smoke.

I took some pictures of the sky ang ganda lang kasi ng weather though it’s really HOT. sabay kanta ng Take your shirt off!




medyo may dark clouds na din nyan pero mainit pa din..



@ BLUEMOUNTAINS

LUNCH

this is around 12:55 am. I was shcked asi ang bilis matapos ni Kelvinth sa exam nya. FIRST TIME nyang ganun ah.
tapos nag-order na ako ng food for our lunch.

Actually I’m badly craving for Spaghetti na for few days already. Then naisipan ko, UMAY na ako sa chicken fillet ng mcdo at para maiba naman nag MCSPAGHETTI ako :) plus large COKE. kay bebe naman walang katapusan chicken fillet at coke float. nagtake-out pa ng BURGER MCDO.

saan ka ba nakatignin huh?? hahahah ! natatawa ako. actually saken yan nakatingin eh. LOL!!! XD

tapos hanggang sa kanina yung tinake-out namin na burger mcdo kinain namin for our mirienda. :)) HAHAHA

Sa totoo lang umay na din ako. 2 weeks straight na yata kaming puro MCDO lang ang kinakain. LUNCH, pag gumala or whatever. Pero masaya na din kahit kain ako ng kain ng fastfood di ako tumataba. HAHAHA! bumilis yata yung metabolism ko eh nahawa na ako sa boyfriend kong payatot! LOL.JOKE!

PROMISE, CLOSE MY HEART ♥

Habang naglulunch sa mcdo fatima kanina. Naglambing yung boyfriend ko. bgla biglang nagsasabi ng sweet words and cheesy lines tapos.
“MAHL NA MAHAL PO KITA. KUNG MAHAL MO AKO, MAS MAHAL KITA!”
AKo naman parang di naniniwala effect sa mga sinasabi nya pero deep inside kinikilig tapos ginawa nya to.
PROMISE

eh sabi ko wait, gawin mo ulit at nagpose  nga. I took some shot tapos eto pa.
CLOSE MY HEART


nakacross pa yung fingers nya kaso yung pang last di nya nagawa kasi he doesn’t know how to :) 

— SWEET  after ng lahat ng kasalanan nya. LOL! Pero I’m happy at KINIKILIG! ♥ ♥ ♥

Are You Happy With What You Are Holding On?

Or is it making you miserable?

Once there was a kid who was given a basketball. The kid thought it was the only ball he will be ever given so he protected that ball with all his might. The kid looked at the ball but never played with it. He was too afraid that some bad would happen to his ball and eventually loose it. So he kept his ball at the closet all the time. He would open his closet and look at it, which is how he enjoyed his ball.

One day he saw his neighbor kids playing basketball on their garage. The kid saw how happy the other kids were playing with their ball. He felt sad.

He went home open his closet and looked at the ball. Now he looked at his ball with sadness. He wanted to play with it but was afraid to lose it.

One day he took the ball out to play with it. But he was more conscious on protecting his ball than enjoying the game. Instead of enjoying the ball it just made him anxious. He forgot about the game and checked if the ball had scratches.

He missed the whole purpose of his ball.

Enjoyment!

When we put disordered attachments to the things we have, we fail experience their purpose. We spend all our time protecting the things we own that we fail to enjoy them. We are caught in a vicious loop of anxiety of loosing our possessions.

When we detach ourselves from our possession that is the only time we can really enjoy it. Because that is the only time we use its purpose of creation. Material things are MEANS to happiness, not the END.

Material things are made for us; we are not made for them.

Let go of what you are desperately holding on to.

And enjoy life.

my thanks: Daxx Bondoc

REPOST!

DONE READING

THE LAST SONG


Wondering why the genre is "Other"? Well it's because Nicholas Sparks said that he writes fiction not romance...but I think there's a love story here so for me it's romance/fiction.

Now about the book:
So far I think this is the best book that Mr. Sparks has made. It's full of lessons in life and a lot of people could relate on it. The story was completely beautiful. I can't get it out of my head ever since I finished the book. The ending would move people to tears. I'm sure it will. So yeah, I love it! Oh and the nicest part of this story is somehow it shows the readers that God's presence can be felt everywhere. Sometimes we feel it through the love of the people around us and even in the simplest things in life. It's awesome! 5 stars!

DEAR JOHN

I cried when reached the last part. Very touching and it gives the reader a great idea about the real meaning of love.

"What does it mean to truly love another?"

When Savannah Lynn Curtis comes into his life, John Tyree knows he is ready to turn over a new leaf. An angry rebel, he had enlisted in the army after high school, not knowing what else to do. Then, during a furlough, he meets the girl of his dreams. Savannah Lynn Curtis is attending college in North Carolina, working for Habitat for Humanity, and totally unprepared for the passionate attraction she feels for John Tyree.The attraction is mutual and quickly grows into the kind of love that leaves Savannah vowing to wait for John while he finishes his tour of duty, and John realizing that he's ready to settle down with the young woman who has captured his heart.Neither can foresee that 9/11 is about to change the world and will force John to risk every hope and dream that he's ever had.Like so many proud men and women, John must choose between love and country. And like all those left behind, Savannah must decide to wait or move on. How do we choose wisely? How can we face loss-without giving up on love? Now, when he finally returns to North Carolina, John will discover that loving Savannah will force him to make the hardest decision of his life. An extraordinary, moving story, DEAR JOHN explores the complexities of love-how it survives time and heartbreak, and how it transforms us forever.

BLUE BLOODS

I'm not really sure what's the exact genre of this book... Coz I think it has it all. haha. History, Romance, Fiction.. IT'S FANGED AND FABULOUS. :) To the max. Mixed with the dark secrets that the Blue Bloods keep, the twists, the love triangle, the touch of fame and riches. I can't get it out of my head...like, seriously. I wish Hollywood would make a movie out of this series. At first I was having trouble with the characters coz I can't imagine how they look so I searched the net and *KABOOM! I found my dream cast/characters for the book. :) Now I can't wait to read the next book.

MASQUERADE

This book is too much for me. hahaha. It's just so cool! It keeps getting better. More secrets are revealed. Who is who, family relations, bonds, real names plus new characters. Schuyler and Jack are so meant for each other. haha. But Oliver Hazard-Perry (really weird name) is in love with her best friend Schuyler. And things get a little more complicated when she turns him to her human familiar. When I finished reading this I was close to drooling (okay, eew. just exaggerating) I was "nabitin". I want MORE.. MORE.. MORE.. Haha. I can't wait to buy the next book "Revelations". I wonder what else would be revealed?

A WALK TO REMEMBER

Well what do you expect? I love the book so I love the movie too. I think it's really beautiful. Yeah that's it. It isn't 100% the same as the movie but it has the same effect on you. I watched this one evening while eating watermelon and at the end I found myself chewing and crying at the same time. Hahahaha. I always laugh whenever I remember that. Anyhoo, I love the way Mandy Moore looks in this movie. Her face just looks so..so innocent. hahahahaha. :) And I love the guy too. Argh. forgot his name. I always cry whenever I watch this. It just never gets old.

One Day Someone Will come into your Life and make you forget that your heart was ever broken

• Makakalimutan mo kung bakit ka nasaktan.
• Makakalimutan mo kung bakit ka umiyak noon.
• Makakalimutan mo kung bakit umaasa ka sa kanya.
• Makakalimutan mo ‘yung mga bagay na nagpahirap sa’yo.
• Pagtatawanan mo na lang na ginawa mo ‘yung mga bagay na ginawa mo para lang mabalik siya sa buhay mo.
• Kakainin mo ‘yung mga salitang sinabi mo sa sarili mo noon na hinding-hindi ka na magmamahal.

Ganun naman talaga eh. Kung hindi ka makakahanap ng ibang mamahalin, hindi mo naman makakalimutan ‘yung taong nanakit sa’yo noon. Ang love may cycle din eh. From strangers to friends, naging magka-MU, mag-boyfriend/girlfriend then maghihiwalay. At ayan nanaman ang cycle ng love. Mararanasan mo ‘to sa ibang tao. May isang tao rin kasing bibigyan ka ng dahilan kung bakit ka nasaktan noon, siya ang magpupuno dyan sa puso mo. Kung nasaktan ka man ulit, asahan mong may bagong tao nanaman darating dyan sa buhay mo. 

Kaya be thankful sa mga EX niyo, kasi kung hindi dahil sa kanila, hindi mo makakahanap ang bagong minamahal mo ngayon. Nagpapatunay lang na ang isang break up eh nangangahulugang hindi siya para sa’yo. Maraming tao ang mamahalin ka, piliin mo ‘yung taong kaya kang tanggapin pati ang nakaraan mo. ‘Wag ka ring mawalan ng pag-asa, lahat tayo eh tinadhana para sa isang taong tuturuan tayong magmahal ulit. At ‘yung taong ‘to ang magbubuo ulit dyan sa puso mo…

SAPUL

* Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ganito.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ginawa mo.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ikaw ang pinili ko.
Pero ito lang ang alam kong totoo.
Ikaw lng ang minahal ko nang ganito.

*Alam mo,minsan di ko alam kung bakit di ka nagtetext.
Nagtitipid ka ba?
Walang time?
O nagpapamiss?
Kasi alam mo, kung nag-papamiss ka lang, effective!!!

*Masasaktan ka ba kung iiwas ako sayo?
Kung kakalimutan kita?
Kung magmamahal ako
ng iba? Siguro hindi.
Pero bago ko gawin yun, gusto kong malaman mo na ako masasaktan sa gagawin ko.

* Nangyari na ba minsan yung iyak ka ng iyak dahil sa isang taong mahal mo,
dahil sinaktan ka niya?
Ang sakit sakit, talagang sobrang sakit
tapos maiinis ka na lang dahil tatawag siya at
Hello pa lang niya, napatawad mo na.

*Natagpuan mo na ba yung tsinelas ng buhay mo?
Yung the right one for you? Alam mo sayang.
Yung sa akin kasi nawala pa.

Saan ka ba kasi pumunta?

* Diba masakit kapag inagawan ka?
Diba masakit kapag niloko ka?
Diba masakit kapag pinaasa ka?
Pero mas masakit kung umiiwas sha kahit na ramdam na ramdam mong mahal na mahal ninyo ang isa’t isa.

* Minsan ang love ay parang ibon. Kailangan pakawalan, kailangan palayain.

Babalik yun kung sayo pero kung hindi, hayaan mo na.
Baka mas masaya sya sa piling ng iba.

* Hindi na kita nahintay kasi napagod na ako.

Ayoko nang masaktan kaya hindi na ako umasa.
I’ll try to move on pero babagalan ko.
BAKA SAKALING MAHABOL MO PA KO.

* Sabi nila gago ako. Kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko!
Nasasaktan na raw, sige pa rin ako.

Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang ako,Tama sila.
Madami pa nga diyan. Kaso may problema.
MAHAL KO BA SILA?

* Paano kung isang araw iwan na talaga kita?
Hahabulin mo ba ako?
Uubusin mo ba ang oras mo makita mo lang ako?
Iiyakan mo ba ako kasi mahal mo ko?
Hindi siguro kc kung iicpin ko, pang ilang balik ko na ba to?

* Mahirap magkunwari na masaya ka.
Mahirap tumawa kahit nasasaktan ka na.
Pero ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ay ang
magmahal ng iba para lang makalimutan sya.

* Bakit ang tao pag mahal mo, iiwan ka?
Kapag iniwan mo, mamahalin ka?
Pag mahal mo, siya lang talaga.
Pero sya naman, may mahal ng iba! Ang sakit, no?

SLEEPING BEAUTY ♥

Woke up around 9 am.

Napasarap yung tulog ko kasi nga ang lamig. Medyo weird lang ng dream ko kasi kasama ko si Kelvinth sa dream ko then all of a sudden naging LEFT 4 DEAD character na lang kmai at pumapatay ng mga zombies. (ganito yata talaga pag naaadik, napapanaginipan mo pa. LOL! )

Kumain lang ng breakfast ko, actually TAHO lang at CHOCOLATE plus 1 glass ng water. Nakakatamad kasi yung panahon eh kaya yung pagkain kinatamaran ko na din.

I went back at my room.
nakahiga lang then nagbabasa ng mga messages sakin ni BEBE.

nakaktuwa lang kasi, full of sweet words. NAKAKAKILIG! ♥ 


hanggang sa nakatulog ako.
mga 10:34am na nun.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ -_____-

12pm

MOMMY: Kay, gising na kakain na?!!! (shouting)

and I was like . O_-

tapos nakatulog ulit ako. umuulan na nun eh. Wala akong paki. Tuloy tuloy lang yun gpagtulog ko. Alam ko pa nga nakanganga ako nun ee.

Bawing bawi lang sa mga PUYAT and SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ko. Pero feeling ko pa din antok na antok pa ako. Kahit halos 4 hours din yung tulog ko. ANG TAKAW ko daw sa tulog sabi ni Boyfriend ko. hahahaha! Sorry naman diba??

STORY TELLING ♥

Pag gising ko kaninang umaga, walang ka-buhay buhay. Parang may bago. Parang iba yung gising ko. Alam ko may pinagbago. Siguro dahil dun sa nangyari kagabi.

"Bakit ba kasi? Ano nangyayari?"

Bumangon ako sa kama, kumain. Ay actually nag-kape lang. Wala kasi akong gana. Para pa nga akong prinsesa na pinagsisilbihan dahil sa sobrang tamlay ko. Hindi ko maintindihan yung nangyayari sa akin.

Nang maligo ako, pucha! Nangarag ako sa sobrang lamig ng tubig. Nakalimutan ko kasing magpa-init ng tubig eh. Manigas-nigas ako sa banyo. Nagising naman yung diwa ko nun.

Pagkatapos maligo, balik na naman sa pagkatamlay, nagaayos nga pero lumilipad yung utak ko. Napansin ko din na namamga yung mata ko. Sobrang iyak ko kasi kagabi.

Habang naglalakad, papasok na. Kulang na lang makagawa ako ng music video sa sobrang ka-dramahan ko. Nakayuko, earphones in at para talagang isang music video yung eksena.

At natanong ko na naman:
“bakit ba ako ganito?”

Nasa jeep na ako, ang lalim pa din ng iniisip ko.

Loner ang eksena ko today, ang dami kong random thoughts.

“pano kaya kung mabangga yung sinasakyan ko ng jeep tapos mawala na ako?”

Nababaliw na yata ako eh.

Hanggang sa makarating sa room. LONER na naman, na fe-feel ko yung pagiging mag-isa. Di kasi pumasok si Paula at Hershey.

Bigla kong naisipan na magpanggap kaya akong may sakit tapos tambay lang sa clinic.

Matatapos pa kaya tong araw na to? Kasi sana matapos na sya agad.

Nagtanong pa si sir .”mga tulog pa ba kayo?” bumulong naman ako

 “UO, TULOG, WALA SA SARILI”

Napakamonochromatic ng araw na to.

As soon as I arrived at home, kunwari wala akong nararamdaman. Kunwari okay lang ako. Diretso sa kwarto, changed my clother and fed myself for lunch.

Then I decided to go online. Tapos nagbasa-basa ng kung anu-ano. Until I found this site. Blogspot ng ex ng boyfriend ko. While reading her blog. Isa don sa mga yon masyadong painful lang. I feel so sorry for the girl. Siguro hindi ko pa talaga sya ganun ka-kilala. Unlike her.

Wala akong laban sakanya!
Bestfriend sila before eh

Yung mga oras na yun. Gustong gusto ko umiyak pero pinipigilan ko lang.

Hanggang sa dumating sya, umupo sakto paglipat ko yung kasal ni Rich alvarez at kyla. SHIT ! Naiyak na naman ako, lumapit ako sakanya tapos yumuko. Then my tears suddenly burst. Di nya ko pinapansin. Sabi ko na nga ba may something eh.

We went outside, ayoko kasi sa loob ng bahay. Madaming makakarinig. Then nagstart na kami mag-usap. Umiiyak ako na parang tanga lang.

Seryoso yung usapan namin. Sabi nya kasi let’s be frank daw eh. I asked him questions and sinagot naman nya lahat ng yon.

Madami kaming napagusapan, halos 2hours yata kaming seryoso sa pagkukwento eh.

Natapos yung lahat sa napagkasunduan namin. Tapos parang wala na lang. Katulad lang ng dati. 
Mahal namin yung isa’t isa.

I even got a kiss from him on my lips. Im so kilig.

Before sya umuwi, nagkalakad kami. Sabi ko sakanya

“bebe ingat ka ha, ayokong may mangyaring masama sayo eh, PAPAKASALAN pa kasi kita.”

Ang cheesy ko lang sorry.

Nagsmile lang sya saken. Na natatawa na ewan. Baduy ko kasi eh.

That’s all for today. :)))

THINGS A GIRL WISHES HER BOYFRIEND KNEW:

• I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
• I want you to give me your hoodie when I`m cold.
• I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
• I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies together.
• I want you to kiss me in the rain.
• I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers.
• I want you to play with my hair.
• I want you to take amazing photos with me.
• I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
• I want you to lay on my bed with me and just hold me.
• I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly.
• I want you to watch sunrise with me.
• I want you to give me piggy back rides daily.
• I want you to kiss my nose.
• I want you to wipe my tears away.
• I want you to tell me that you miss me already even if we were together five minutes ago.
• I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
• I want you to take me on a picnic.
• I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
• I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.
• I want you to smile every single time you see me.
• I want you to know how much I love you.
• I just want you.

THINGS A BOY WISHES HIS GIRLFRIEND KNEW

• I want you to let me play with my/your hair
• I want you to accept my compliments
• I want you to listen to me sometimes
• I want you to smile for me (guys love their girls smile)
• I want you to hold my hand unexpectedly 
• I want you to tell me silly jokes and pick up lines
• I want you to watch Pixar/Disney movies with me
• I want you to try to play video games with me
• I want you to tell me silly stories
• I want you to sing and dance randomly with me
• I want to take pictures and make couple videos with you (even though guys may not show it, we enjoy taking pictures and making videos)
• I want you to not make fun of my little imperfections (sometimes it gets to us)
• I want you to kiss me
• I want you to bite my lip occasionally (I cant speak for all guys, but damn it feels good)
• I want you to tell me you love me
• I want you to tell me you missed me when we finally get together
• I want you to accept me for who I am
• I want you to love me unconditionally
• I just want to spend time with you
• I need you to know that I love you so much

Habang naghihintay kay mama na mag-online andami ko ng nagawang BLOG. ano ba? nagiging past time ko na yata tong pag-blog at PAG-RANT ng kung anu-ano. hahaha! Ganito ako ka-adik. Bakit kasi ayaw pa nila ako bigyan ng laptop eh. Mukhang matatagalan pa ako magkaroon nun, pero san sana sana sa next year na. PLEASE LORD. :))  sobrang saya ko pag nagyari yon.

Kung ikaw ay nanliligaw o nasa relasyon, wag mong sabihin sa isang tao na hinding-hindi mo saya sasaktan, kasi walang perpketong RELASYON.

I won’t give my heart to just anyone, but if you are brave enough, you can try and steal it.

 

FAVORITE ko sa lahat ng shot saken ng aking dearest KAPATID!. thanks for this. Alam kong alam mo na gusto ko to. Hahaha! Kahit na dapat pang DANCER yang theme ng photoshoot. Pasaway ako eh. PANG PARTY-PARTY kasi gusto ko. LOL.

Minsan lang magpaka-sexy kasi lagi lang pa-CUTE yung mga pictures ko. Parang Bata lang ako lagi kaya ayan. MAIBA lang naman.

That was taken sa new building ng school. Sa likod actually. Kaya ayn BUNDOK at puro puno ang background ko.

SORRY feel na feel ko lang talaga sya. Kasi ever since bata ako, ganyan na talaga gusto ko. MAGPOSE ng kahit ano. HAHAH! Ewan ko ba.

only 5 photos pa lang yung nakapost sa FB ko. Ayaw ko i-share eh. BAKIT?? BASTA wapakels.




Eto naman yung pinaka-LIKE nialng shot ko. Nung nilabas nila to sa SLIDESHOW for our concert. Ang dami lang naglike sa facebook. And hanggang ngayon ang dami pa din nagl-like eh. mga 115 na yung may like nyan. And ang daming compliments na sinabi.

Wag nyo akong utuin please. 


May sikreto din yang shot na yan. na yung mga co-dancers ko lang yung may alam lalo na yung photographer. HAHAHAHA! Natatawa na lang ako pag naalala ko tapos may magco-comment ng GANDA NG LEGS. If you guys only know. LOL! Though maganda namna tlga sya. hahaha. NAGBUBUHAT AKO NG SARILING BANGKO! 





Then this one naman ewan ko pangasar lang kasi yan daw i-pose ko. HAHAH! Sabay POUT ! ano ba yun. Pero yan daw eh kaya wala akong choice.

Buti na lang natago din yung SIKRETO ko sa shot na to. FAIL lang talaga yung part na yun swear. And pinagsisisihan ko yung pagsakay ko dun.

Pero wala akong magagwa andyan na yan eh.

Sorry gusto ko lang sya i-share talaga. Kasi tuwang tuwa lang din dito yung mama ko. Sobrang PROUD nya lang saken. Kaya ILOVEHER so much eh.

     

UMIIBA TAYO AH

kanina lang medyo seryoso yung usapan namin ni Kelvinth. About lang naman sa mga nangyari sa amin. Lalo na  yung kagabi. Hindi ko na kasi pwede ikwento kung anu-ano pa yung mga yun eh. Basta sobrang saklap. Pero may advantage din naman yung pag-uusap namin na yon. UMIBA nag aura ng paligid. At naging seryoso at PRANKGKA na sya, kaming dalawa actually.

Meron din don na pinagusapan namin yung sa EX nya. EX nya lang talaga eh noh. I'm not mad naman may mga tinanong lang ako na maga bagay sakanya. Ayun!

Minsan lang mangyari tong mga ganitong bagay yung seryoso ba. Kasi laging MASAYA lang naman eh. KULITAN at kung anu-ano. Lagi lang din naman kami magkasama nyan.

walang kwenta tong POST na to.! epal ang ako. Kasi bawal ako magkwento eh. HAHAHA!
Sige pagbibigyan ko sya.

MAHAL KO NAMAN EH.. ♥

YES, I WILL

I'll STOP BEING A BITCH na talga. Sige na, magpapakabait na ako. DI na talaga ako mangaaway. PROMISE yan. wala naman kasi akong kaaway eh. Wala akong dapat awayin. BAkit ba kasi react ako ng react? hHAHA! I can't help it. Sorry! IM JUST BRUTALLY FRANK! ako na nga diba. Di naman tlga kasi yun yung ano eh. haaayyy! mahabang story. Pero sabi nga saken ng iba kong friends. MAKIPAGBATI na daw ako kung gusto na din naman pla nung girl. Kaya yon, I'm still planning :)) Kasi I don't how to approach or what! Sabihin nyo nga kung pano? HAHAHAH! di naman kasi ako nakikipagaway ee.  OO, MALDITA AKO, MATARAY ako. Kung makikipag-away ko dun sa alam kong may ginawang masamsa saken..

"Pag tinawag kang PLASTIK , tawagin mo siyang PAPEL. Bakit ? kasi hindi ka naman makikipag-PLASTIKAN kung walang pumapapel eh."

RELATIONSHIP CRIMES

1.USER
-- be good with each other, make sure n0t to take advantage on your partner . Te' wag mu abusuhin , di ayan katulong okay?!! :p

2. SPY-- have your own privacy even if your in a relationship , that doesn't mean you need to sneak around to your partner . have TRUST!! Di kelangan alam mu lahat ng ginagawa nya .

3. FLIRT
-- flirting may result to cheating , so beware. You need to be faithfull with your partner. Wag kana lumandi kasi , alam mu na nga na may bf/gf ka e' umaariba ka pa. Simple textmate or chatmate or maybe pagiging mabait to someone. Pwede b nakakaselos kaya un!!

4. BODYGUARD
-- SPACE, di kelangan laging nakabuntot sa BF/GF mo, its ok to be friends with your partner's friends but you need to have a time for each other. Di kelangan lagi kayo mgkasama eh baka magkasawaan kayo agad nyan!!

5. EX-HATER
-- the ex word , put your ex as an ex, forget about the past . Wag na pgusapan kasi !! Focuse on what is happening now and for the future. Wag na ungkatin ang nakaraan kasi tapos na yun. 



Teenage Relationship should have

* PRIORITIES

dapat alam mu kung anu dapat mo unahin, studies , family, friends and LOVE .
* TRUST

most important thing in a relationship.
* OPEN COMMUNICATION
dapat open kayo sa isa't isa miscommunication leads to LQ masama yun . That causes many things.

..hehe , that's from ka-blog!

I do swear that I'll always be there.

I’d give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart! You are the love of my life and I am glad that I picked you to fall in love with.

When we first met and I told you that you never had a chance, well, look what happened. I am so happy that we have made it to four months and I know that there are many more to come.

I cried when you told me that I was/am the best thing that has ever happened to you. I know that is true because I am your everything and I’m the only thing you care about.

I am so glad that you are not the kind of guy that would cheat on me and you should know that I would NEVER cheat on you because I love you with all my heart.

I thought it was so cute the first time you said I love you because I know you where trying so hard to let it out but you weren’t sure when would be a good time it say it. You are so cute and romantic and I love all the things that you have done and that you do for me.

Each day that we are apart I think that it brings us closer together because it makes us think about each other. I hope we last a life time because I want to have a family with you. I seriously think that you would make a great husband, father and friend. I love you with all my heart and I miss you so much right now.

The relationships that argue a lot...

Usually last the longest.

Why do I say that? Because they both have their own opinion(s). The way they look at things, the way they understand each other, makes the relationship stronger. This may not be the case in every relationship, but if you know how to understand your partner, it’ll last. I prefer having a tough relationship instead of a ‘go with the flow’ relationship. Why? Because we’re not afraid of disagreeing with each other.

-- TRUE! sa nga mag LAST kami. Kasi madami na akong PANGARAP kasama sya. And ayoko na bumuo ulit nun kung di sya. GUSTO KO KASI SYA NA TALAGA!

STAY POSITIVE., THAT'S THE KEY!

When Someone's Worth it

• You are willing to stop flirting with other people to prove it to them.

• You are willing to stay up late even if you’re really sleepy and tired.

• You instantly “miss” them as soon as you guys get off the phone.

• You start to think about the future with them and you just can’t help but smile.

• When someones “worth it”, don’t let them get away.

WON'T LAST A DAY WITHOUT YOU

BEBE GIRL AND BEBE BOY

After pumunta sa dentist ni Kelvinth, diretso kami sa sta. Lucia. Had lunch at mcdo then nag-WOF! Just like we always do. Dapat lilipat kami sa robinsons east pero we’ve decided to watch movie na lang. Andaming choices, ang dami ko ding gusto pero yung gusto pa din nya yung pinanuod namin. Finally, WON’T LAST A DAY WITHOUT YOU ni Sarah G. and Gerald Anderson.

Nagstart yung movie maybe around 2:30.

It’s about loving a person at a wrong time. And everything starts to get complicated.Ang hirap pag alam mong may masasaktan at kung ikaw naman yung magpapauabaya, ikaw naman yung masasaktan. It’s a battlf betwenn what your heart and mind tells you.

“kung para kayo sa isa’t isa dasating yung panahon na magkakabalikan ulit kayo”
I super agree with this, coz if the two of you are really meant for each other, kahit anong layo at tagal na magkakahiwalay kayo, the time will come and kayo yung magkakatuluyan at the end. Nagawa ko na kasi maghintay before pero di siguro talaga kami yung para sa isa’t isa kahit na sobrang mahal ko pa sya.

Back to our topic.

“pag nagmahal ka kailangan mo lang magpakatotoo”dito naman nagreact si bebe, which is true naman. Dapat FOCUS ka, at alam mo sa sarili mo kung anu-ano zung mga bayay na tama at mali pero ang pinakaimportante sa lahat yung 
KUNG SAAN KA MASAYA.

Madami akong nakalimutan eh, isesearch ko muna. Haha! So to be continued din to. Kasi masyado kaming nakatutok sa pinapanuod namin kaya I forgot to write down yung mga lines.

At teka ang cute ng tawagan nila BABYGIRL AT BABYBOY! And yung kissing scene di naman totoo eh syempre prohibited pa din.

HOW TO RESOLVE CONFLICTS IN A RELATIONSHIP

Nurturing a relationship is vital if you want to stay together. Bitterness, irritation and constant stress between two people not only affects their personal mindset but also the people around. Learn to resolve fights and arguments by saying “Sorry.” But many find it hard to say this. It is important to understand that if you are wrong, admitting your mistake is the right thing to do. An argument doesn’t need a winner or a loser.
When in an argument, avoid bringing up the past as it will add more hostility. It is best to remain calm and above all forgive and forget. If you have to disagree then do it devotedly. There will be many occasions when you and your partner will not see things eye to eye. Learn to accept people as they are and adjust whole-heartedly.
Learn to be persistent in showing that both of you like each other and want to better your relationship at every stage of your life. This will create harmony and balance in your lives for years together.

YOU LET ME GET AWAY

I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONE THAT I WOULD SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE. IT SEEMED TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, YOU HAD THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY. THE SOFTEST TOUCH, THE DEEPEST KISSES, BUT IT WAS ALL A LIE. I THOUGHT THAT YOU LOVED ME MIND, BODY AND SOUL. THE WAY YOU TALKED TO ME JUST SENT CHILLS UP MY SPINE. MY KNEES GOT WEAK AND I JUST MELTED IN UR EYES. THE HAZLE HONEY BROWN RIVER THAT FLOWED THROW YOUR COMPLEXION,WHEN IT TOUCH MINES JUST TOOK ME AWAY. WE SPEND COUNTLESS HOURS WASTING AWAY,BUT IT WAS ALSO A LIE. YOU TURNED OUT TO BE A LIAR, HEARTLESS, AND MANIPULATING. YOU TOOK MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS AND YOU BROKE ME DOWN. TOOK EVERY OUNCE OF LOVE FROM MY BODY. AND NOW IT IS EVER SO HARD TO LOVE AGAIN. LOVELESS AND NUMB TO THE WORLD. I HAVE NOMORE LOVE TO GIVE!!! IT A WORTHLESS AFFAIR LOVING MYSELF. ITS ME AGINST THE WORLD!!!!

SHIT HAPPENS

A so not good start of my day. SAY WHAT?! Just so you know that its raining hard this morning. I had to go at my boyfriend’s house, because of he’s favor. He left his wallet and badly needs it. So I had no choice. Maybe around 9am I went there. FUCK! The rain won’t stop, and I hate it. Im just a few meters away from home and my shoes are effin wet. AND JUST MY LUCK, I had to ride on my hatest tricycle driver here in our subdivision. OKAY?! HELL, I have to be patient by that time. As sson as I arrvied at my BF’s house, got his wallet at ride on a tryk again. ANOTHER SHIT HAPPENED. i have no choice but to ride at the back. Sige na nga magtatagalog na ako, hirap mag-kwento ee. BACKRIDE ako at walang trapal yung side ng tryk. Ako yung nasa may bakal na part, GENTLEMAN kasi yung katabi ko eh. LALAKI pa man din sya. So BASA AKO, even my paperbag was wet and been ripped-off. 


BADVIBEEEEEESSS!!MY PANTS ARE WET, MY SHOES ARE WET MY BAG IS WET, IM ALL FUCKING WET! AYOKO na muntik na akong di tumuloy sa school because of that. Sobrang malas ko lang talaga this morning. HOPE it won’t happen again. And please I REALLY HATE RAINY SEASON. SERIOUSLY!